TRUST OR THRUST

I trusted with no doubt
And for the longest time I believed
Firmly belonged to this school of thought
Thought that my trust would be reciprocated
HUH!!!!!!!!!!!! Shock on me

Trust is no more a virtue to me
I now thrust,
But if it is any consolation, your pain hurts me too
Am not totally numb to your feelings
But even if I search away in the blue yonder
I still would not trust

See you can’t handle the way I think now,
No, you can’t grasp it, you just might sink
Not even my tear can rescue me from these claws of insanity
So stop anticipating that I would trust again
THRUST has now become my mantra.

© Nana.

DISTRESS

Feel the need to fight
My whole being is uptight
But I feel obliged
To set myself free
And at peace,
Let my conscience be

Tell me,
Should I fight with passion?
Or in fashion
Should I fight as one person?
Or join a union
Just want to get rid of the demons.

Every time I’m tangled up in fear,
I burst into tears
And it may sound crazy,
But when I cry,
My heart beats in unison,
Even if for a while.

© Nana.

FREESTYLE

I sit and rehearse
on how to write the perfect verse
but my mind seems so adverse
I have got to strive
giving up is no option
cause I have a notion
with the best intentions
just like to get what I deserve.

© Nana.